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Thursday

mood: sick
Dear Journal,

I wonder why anyone'd want anyone else's memories. It's not like memories are just something someone else can trade and gain, it's a real fluid thing that can hurt sometimes. Most of the time.

Most of my memories don't really make sense to me, anyway. Not the most important ones. So, I don't know why someone else'd want them more. I'd like to keep my memories, though, because I can't imagine knowing less than I do know.

Anyway, if I can't make sense of them, why could someone else? It'd just confuse 'em more, I think...

I guess I'd rather be confused than have holes in where I was yesterday or what I was thinking when my grandmother died.

I guess...

Anyway, I found a place to live. And God, I feel sick...
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Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 at 06:08 pm | | Complement | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

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[info]naoto_two

This place does take a bit of getting used to... But there are days when it's not so bad.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:23 pm (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

...Thanks. I'm just... still wrapping my head around it, I guess.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:33 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]naoto_two

It's best to take it one day at a time. Most anything can happen here... even a memory trade. I've done it before, others have done it before. Needless to say, most will advise you against it.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:38 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

One day at a time with curses? Funny.

Yeah. I'd rather not do the memory thing.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:56 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]naoto_two

Yes, even with curses.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:00 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

I guess that gets normal after a while, though.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:01 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]naoto_two

As normal as it could possibly get in a place like this.

Though in some cases... it's better than home.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:03 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Sorry, your home must be pretty bad then.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:05 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]naoto_two

Don't be. I'm used to it. And no matter how awful it was, it was still home.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:08 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

I guess I can understand that. My life before here was never that bad or hard Just creepy and weird so I really can't say anything.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:11 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]naoto_two

Then you are very lucky.

I'm sorry, I should've introduced myself. My name's Naoto.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:14 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

I guess.

No problem. I'm Rose.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

Did someone say holes.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:54 pm (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Congratulations, you can read.
Posted on Apr. 12th, 2007 11:57 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

And sarcasm is the lowest form of wit.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:32 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Good thing I wasn't competing then.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:40 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

Don't be boring, Walker.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:42 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Alright! I'm tired of this, how are you almost the third person I've met hear who talks like you know me?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:48 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

I know your name, I know you only in passing.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:52 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

That's still a hell of a lot more than I know about you-... passing?

You do look kind of familiar...
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:00 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

Call him a mutual acquaintance; a bush.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:18 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Um. So the last time I said someone didn't make any sense I got laughed at.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:22 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

You have a bad memory little girl, then again Gilbert's not quite memorable.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:29 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Oh! You knew Gilbert? Well you could have just said so. Nice to meet you.

And I'm twenty-six, I just look young.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:33 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

How old do I look?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:44 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

A bit older than me. No offense or anything.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:45 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

None taken.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:16 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Okay, good, then. I think you already know my name, but I never caught yours...?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:23 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

I'm just a cereal nut.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:41 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Aha! I knew I saw you from somewhere! You where at that wacko convention, huh?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:43 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bitingnightmare

Just once, mind.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:57 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]adrastus

b ea T

be at

f e e l
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:10 am (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Yeah. You're the... dog-name thing everyone's so freaked out by?

[ooc Sorry for repost ♥]
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:15 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]adrastus

a d r a s t u s

na Me

?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:18 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

You want my name? I'm Rose.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:22 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]adrastus

Ros e

s econ D na m E

s e c o n d b e a t
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:24 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Second name? I only have one, sorry. Why're you asking, anyway?
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:37 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]adrastus

tO s e e c han Ge
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 12:42 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Change happens, you can just sit back and watch.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 01:50 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]ex_janvalent852

Yeah I don't want fuckin holes in my head either so I keep my memories even the bad ones.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:17 am (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

I mean holes in my personal memory, but you're free to be a literalist if you really want.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 02:23 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]ex_janvalent852

You say it your way and I'll say it mine....hahaha!!

I'm not stupid I just type that way.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:08 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]agreenheart

Yeah, tomato tomahto.

I never said you where dumb.
Posted on Apr. 13th, 2007 03:09 am (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

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